moodiness

today actually is a good day ..

but when i reach home ..

happy is go away from me ..

today i forgot to bring key to school ..

so , i cannot open the door and go in although i reach home ..

then i just only can wait and wait and wait ..

wait for my mother(taking bath) go out open door ..

but ..

before she come out ..

my house baby --- preston wake up ...

then my mother say is me make the baby wake up ...

all thing say is me ..

everyday if the baby no sleep or wake up ..

is me ..

why cannot the baby wake up himself ?

why every time is something making wrong all say me ?

i m very angry ...

very sad ...

but i can do anything ..

i already no energy to say anything ...

i unfair to me ..!!!

i straight away back to my room ...

and straight away go take bath ...

after take bath ...

i locked my room door ...

and sleep ...

i dunwan say anything to her ..

unbelievable ...

sir andy say all parent sure will pilih kasih ...

yes ..

i agree to him ...

hate hate hate...

i even think wan go out from this house ..

this family ..

but i know ..

i cannot ..

i mean ..

i cannot live without them ..

i cannot live without their money support ..

aiya ..

headache ..

i know i very very discontented ..

but i really really dun like live like this ..

like jail ...

haiz..

ok stop and off this topic ..

i already cannot do anything for this ..

if them still like this ...

i also cannot do anything ..

forget it ..!!!

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pelantikan lembaga pengerusi

lembaga pengerusi change to jawatankuasa pengerusi ady ..

a bit sad but nevermind unless no bubar ..

today is pelantikan lembaga pengerusi ...

quite happy and sad ..

happy is ....

finally i can see f4 pengerusi 真正上任...

they look like really grow up ..

like no need us already ..

they already can handle all things without us ..

but just feel la ..

dunno the actual is how ..

sad is :

because of them really can do them self ... 

i feel sad to leave them..

i love lp ..

although i just a treasurer ...

although the time i in lp no longer ..

but i really cannot forget all of the things that happen in lp last year ...

i can remember we join the competition at mbs ...

i can remember the process of the lemabaga pengerusi farewell party ..

all i can remember ..

today is the day we need to go away ...

i saw them together and take photo ...

i almost cry ..

i really really hope them can do well ...

do not give up ..

despite many problem ..

must get what should we have ..

my good treasurer ...

add oil ...

my lembaga pengerusi ...

add oil too ..

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desa - jusco - carefour - wangsa walk - watson - salon - thaifair

today ...

me , jacelyn , niki go many place ...

therefore : desa - jusco - carefour - wangsa walk - watson - salon - thaifair

haha ..

although really is a good trip ...

but really really so tired ..

especially leg , shoulder , and hand ...

really so pain...

but i think jacelyn's leg pain than me ..

haha ...

take rest ..

(photo upload later)

my handphone was take to repair ...

now no handphone use ...

just can use the cheap cheap 1 ...

but also can use la ..

miss my handphone ..

dunno when only can get back ..

i really miss u ..

my dear handphone ..

hope i can get back as fast as possible ...

21 / 7 / 2010

today i wake up early in the morning ...

after i brush my teeth ,wash my face ...

i only realized outside is raining ...

hoho ...

no wonder i felt cold ...

after finish prepared ...

we depart to school ... 

on the way ....(near school)

there is jam-ing ...

i decide to walk to school lol ..

luckily i make a correct decision to walk to school ...

if not i think today is my first time to let teacher demeried ... 

i m rush ... 

fiu ... 

i reach school on the time ..

hahah ..

yes ...

a good day is start ...

because of today is a raining day...

i felt very very very cold than before ..

~~~~~ 

during recess time ...

shi yuin suggest to eat tom yam mee ...

ok lo...

i never try tonyam mee before ...

ok lo ...

try 1 times. .

haha ..

yummy ..

delicious wad ...

i dun think tomyam is a delicious food before ..

but today i realize and admit ...

" yes ... tomyam is a delicious food ... "

haha ...

next time i must eat again ...

haha ..

to save money ...

i decide dunwan eat lunch anymore ... ( except eat at home la )

therefore , today i didnt eat lunch ...

on diet ...

after lunch time ...

i go to practice leadership camp dance ...

fiu ..

today dunno is because of the location or wat la ...

asyik feel difficult to dance and learn ..

today i dun think i learn many in half and hour lo ..

yesterday quite good than today ...

nevermind ..

tomoro i go again ..

haha ...

gambateh ...

because of i didnt eat lunch ..

then i go eat piza with xinying during the break time ... haha ...

the piza that we choose nt so delicious also ...

and the service are very bad ..

we press the bill button many many times ..

but still no stuff ' choi ' us...

argh ~~~

we wait until 10-15 minutes ...

only got stuff to choi us ..

stupid ...

damn ..

yer ... 

argh !!!

next time dun wan go eat ady ...

bad service ...

hng ... 

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最近，总觉得身边的朋友大部分都正在交往了哦...

好像：

• 仁杰
• 治聪
• 丝婷
• 昆莱
• 文斐
• 嫣如

还有其他的拉~~

而自己却还在单身~~

每当想起着伤心事，我总会告诉自己...

考试年，不要谈恋爱...

不好哦~~

好像都没效~~

心里总是闷闷的~~~

哈哈`~~

因为那个理由不够说服力...

所以，我想到另一个理由...

就是，

单身永远都是比谈恋爱来的好...

单身的好处：

自由自在...

不需要受另一半的约束...

要跟那个男的讲话都无所谓~~

哈哈~~~

所以，单身万岁~~~

哈哈~~

marathon ...

school marathon yesterday ... 

this year got 10 category such as remove and form 1 , form 2 , form 3 , form 4 , form 5 and form 6 and other school ....

wow ...

my dad send me and chia pei and niki go to titiwangsa in the morning 6.45am ... 

we jam from diamond square to titiwangsa ..

damn it ... 

i love the aerobic ...

so funny ...

although i no participant in marathon but i still enjoy it ...

haha ...

1 thing luckily and 1 thing unluckily ..

luckily : 

i no participant in marathon ...

unluckily : 

i take part in vonluntarily - cleaniness group  ...

oh my god ...

too tired ...

i thought is so easy wad ...

but we need to clean all the rubbish at the hall ..

why chong hwa student so like to thrown rubbish at the floor ? especially tisu ... 

luckily my st.john junior help me to clean ...

if not ... i really dunno i need to clean until what time ...

haiz ...

damn ...

after that niki father come and fetch us back ..

shiu ...

niki yesterday go genting ...

i wan go ...

i wan go ..

but no money ... 

got tuition ...

need study ...

so cannnot ...

i need to reject her ...

sorry oo ...

but finally jacelyn and cher teng got go right ...

after spm i only can go with you ...

but that time you need to prepare to go ns lol ...

haha .... play zombie at home ... 

arrr arr ,..

1 more thing ..

very congratulation to me ...

no need to go ns ...

hurray ...

i really scare before the ns list come out ..

scare until cannot study properly at home ..

my mother also same with me ..

but finally i check .. .hurray no need to go ...

i very happy. .. and my mother happy than me ...

haha ...  

first day,time ....

today is the first day i lepas tangan ...

let form 4 new ajkt, ajk to handle activity ...

wow ..

i think not bad gua ..

because i go other activity ..

but i heard others f5 ajk say ...

is quite good ..

maybe today just the first time...

so they still cannot control all the members ...

cannot let all members listen to them ...

but i think nevermind ...

just a train for them ...

maybe after 2 -4 times .. they will more easy to control ...

add oil ....

i believe you ..

spm is cuming ...

``````

!!!

spm is coming ..

scare ...

why so fast ?

why the time so fast gone ?

the second semester have started ...

the next exam straight away is try exam ..

no more intervensi ...

no more monthly test ...

i really feel stress ..

until now ..

i still havent prepare for spm ...

i think all of my friends already prepare-ing ...

....

everyday ...

i was force by my mother ...

she everyday ,every second say ... sin , study ya ...study ya ...

i very scare ...

she make me feel stress ...

oh my god ...

can she stop this ? ??

this two day , i m sick ...

cough and my spine very pain ...

help ...

my friend also ...

he also sick ...

but he not same with me ...

i can feel he is very unhappy ...

althrough he didnt say out ...

something is happen to him ?

what she talk to him ?

why he dunwan say anything ?

i hope he can be a happy guy ...

i hope he can forget her as fast as possible ...

i know you can ~~~

i wan my friends happy forever ...

i love my friends forever ...

single is the best ...